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Independent Journeys


One day, I woke up.

Or I thought I did.

Because it took another four years to realize and accept I was still a victim of the lifelong conditioning I believed I had escaped; another 15 years to break through its many illusions, and another 2 years to arrive at the door of certainty, clarity, and a new life.

Many claim to be “awake” because they see something about that illusive Truth most do not. But you’ve simply woken up from your journey down the dragon’s throat, while still on route to the gastric fluids in the pit of its fiery belly. You just don’t see it—yet.

Independent Journeys is a free publication of around 11000 words that twines through events before and during my 21-year transformation from ape-person-thing to human-thing (according to present calculations). A kind-of (mini) mini-memoir, if you like, a peek into my inner, private sanctum, that will—or should if you’re a human being—strike similar chords with your heart as we view the world, and more importantly, ourselves through the lenses of creative prose, poetry, and short fiction, polished with a few drops of research, and carried in a weather-beaten rucksack of personal experience.

Observe how the inner journey dances with the outer one, breathing life into Fedup Sheep.

And by the end, you’ll know:

• Enough about me, where I’ve come from, and how I got here.

• What I write, how I write, and why I write what I write and how I write it.

• What my work can, or might, do for you.

• And why you should join the one and only Fedup Family.

Start journeying upward, traveller!

Read the first bit online:

Or push the fed-up sheep for the whole thing:

No sign-up, no registration. You’ll be taken directly to the PDF in my personal Proton Drive (see The Fedup Privacy Thingy). Then, if you feel the common ground beneath your feet, join us on with our monthly newsletter.



Fedup Sheep delves into topics that require independent thinking and may invoke introspection through the lenses of creative prose, poetry & short fiction. We provide both Online (website, social media, and email) and Offline (PDF) material. The various writing styles may or may not be used together, determined by the author’s creative spirit, circumstances, health, etc. at the time. The views expressed are the author’s (Fedup Sheep’s), and some topics may be deemed offensive. Those who go into a wobbly in the face of certain truths easily seen by looking for oneself, but prefer not to, are advised to go elsewhere. Hence, Fedup Sheep cannot guarantee the safety of one’s present world-view, and accepts no responsibility nor shall be liable for any loss or damage of any kind, including emotional and psychological, caused by interacting with us. Both Online material (website, social media, and email) and Offline material (PDF) may contain links to third parties that may not reflect our views and beliefs. By using our website, social media, email, and PDFs you acknowledge and agree that Fedup Sheep cannot be held responsible, and shall not be liable for the content, advertisements, policies, cookies, webhooks, analytical trackers, AI bots, AI agents, AI Language Learning Models, or anything else we personally may not agree with—that exists now and in the future—from other websites. The same applies to the applications, payment provider, and hosting services (email and website) we use. Fedup Sheep reserves the right to change this disclaimer, and any content on the website, without notice. By interacting with Fedup Sheep (Online and Offline), you agree to the conditions listed above. For a deep dive, please read The Fedup Experience & The Fedup Privacy Thingy (links below).

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